On this snowy day...

The last time it snowed like this I was pregnant with Trey. We lived an an apartment and did not own a shovel. As we watched the snowfall and commented on how beautiful it was , our heat went out. Louis plugged up the space heater, grabbed the Scrabble Game and we sat in the dining room playing games and eating. He boiled water on the stove and filled up the bath tub so that I could take a bath. Then we got in bed to snuggle and watch t.v. He had to use a dust pan and the broom to dig out the car. I remember telliing him I can't wait to tell our baby about how Daddy had to a dust pan and broom to get the car out. Never knowing that he would not be with us to share the laughter and humor in this. It's days like this that gets to me the most. I went out to clear the driveway and sidewalk but its covered again. Noone to help me, noone to do it for me while I fix dinner. Really, the widow thing sucks soooo badly!