Widowed for 2 years

Today, I have reached the two year mark since Louis passed. I doesn't seem like it has been that long, more like 2 days at times. I am up and getting the boys ready for school. Trying to figure out what to do with myself today. Work, not an option, not in the frame of mind. My heart is really heavy today. I have accomplished a lot in two year but one thing that has remained a constant is missing Louis. I know and am sure I will miss him for the rest of my life. Never knew that someone could have such a profound impact on my life. What a man! What a friend! What a father! He taught me a lot about myself and showed me what TRUE love feels like. Love that has never wavered or died. As I am watching my sons grow, they show a lot of characteristics of their father and I love it. He was a great role model his short time on earth, but I know his footprints left a profound and lasting effect on all of us. Louis, rest in peace my king...